[Date and time withheld]
"I'm feeling strange. I have a constant growl in my stomach, and yet the sight of food makes me nauseous.
I feel like there is a tension growing between my shoulder blades. Everything is making me sick; lights, sounds, people, darkness and too much quiet irritate me. The night is the worst. I cannot sleep. I have feverish dreams. My hands are shaking so much that I can hardly write this.
The old man is to blame. He caused this.
And what about this letter? Should I trust this person? Can I?
So many questions...
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Later,
I'm going to do it. I'm going to the college. I need answers and I'm falling apart. I don't even care, as long as someone can help me. God. I think I'm dying."